If you want things to go your way, why don't you start leading at the start, you don't come for everything and now u want things to go your way. Can you get your facts righty before even acusing people of what they are doing? without finding out the truth, you could be hurting some 1. And can you talk to peopel with more respect? you think u queen ah?
I don't feel like commiting anymore time to things that have no good outcome. Spending my time with my friends or concentrating on NCC is even much better. whats wrong with my life? i cannot take it! every decision that i make will make some1 unhappy. i dun want to be responsible for anything anymore...

You might think i am happy, but i am not going to be ok!