i officially dropped out of school this week... feel kind of relieve from the things i have to force myself to do. i have 7 months free, what am i going to do? i also dunno. have been going to church every evening this week, but i didn't really listen to anything... dunno why but i feel so grouchy today. Everything seems to get on my nerves and i feel like scolding whatever provokes me, that includes the computer. almost lost my temper for no reason after service when no one wanted to go for dinner, i also dunno why, serious i dunno why. if i have offended anyone or was hostile to anyone, i am sorry. i didn't mean to do what i did. just that i am not feeling how i usually feel.... i need a job..... a good one that allows me weekends off.....